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it'd be a pretty sad life if he couldn't enjoy something like this
it's like.. erectile dysfunction
but the opposite

that's where you gotta make sure to communicate with him and listen to him.. it's really important you think of the receiver and not just yourself during all of this

it's fun for everyone involved, but the person taking it is really putting themselves in a vulnerable state
and you don't wanna do anything to make them regret it

[Now he's just sprawled out on his stomach on the floor reading his texts like a... well, like a dumb teenager in love, honestly, kicking his feet in the air idly.]

Oh of course!
I'm actually kind of more interested in making sure he's having a good time than... Even really being involved?
We, uh.
This might be oversharing, but we fooled around a... while ago, and I just kind of handled him instead of participating, and that was okay.

But that's really good to know, I appreciate it.
He doesn't like anything involving feeling weak, so I might have to figure out a way to... swap, I guess?
Not sure how I'm gonna teach a guy who can't really read how to do this, but it'll either be fun or a complete catastrophe.

i've been with guys like that
usually it's the tough guys that are the fussiest bottoms
pain in the ASS

god

ok
make him sit on your dick
or fingers
or if you even want to buy a sex toy, they make those.. sometimes it's more comfortable to use something like that too

it gives him more control and if he's the sensitive one, maybe he needs to do that

[He has learned so many things today.]

Tough guy is definitely a descriptor...
But it's okay, if he doesn't want to!

I think he would probably just be bothered by feeling like a girl?
He's... not really very socially adjusted, so uh.
Sex [God he struggled to type that word, what a prude--] is definitely a "mating" sort of thing to him.
I'm actually pretty sure he's called it that.

I'll... Either way I'm gonna have to talk to him about it, and he hates talking, so this is gonna be something else.
But I don't wanna just force myself on him, especially since like you said it's kind of a vulnerable position for him to be in.

Can I ask you a personal question? [Tanjiro you've been letting him teach you how to finger a dude, what about that isn't personal.]

can't believe you're gonna screw he-man the barbarian

probably a good plan
don't make things go too fast
i've done that before.. it doesn't end well

go for it

He's not a barbarian!!

[Someone's defensive...]

...gosh. Sorry, that was uncalled for. But he's not, I promise!

But, since you've...
Had experience with this.
Have you ever been with somebody you're good friends with?

_{[ screeching halt... ]}

why are you asking something like that?

[That's a yes if he's ever heard one, and... Gintoki's reaction makes him anxious?? But he doesn't want to pry.]

Oh, no reason!
It's okay if you don't wanna answer, that's a really personal question.
I just wondered 'cause, honestly?
I'm scared trying any of this is gonna mess up my friendship with him.
He's definitely my friend, first and foremost, just because the moon stuff here has me all into him and stuff doesn't mean I wanna ruin that.

_{[ It takes him awhile to reply, but finally he does. ]}

yeah. i have..
and it's been because of this place..

we haven't spoken since

_{[ Gintoki isn't one of those to be dishonest to make people feel better. He's a very matter of fact person. ]}

i get that you're young and horny but it's so worth it to take your time with all of this and make sure everyone is on the same page

_{[ Don't be like him, basically. He still need to have this conversation with Tsukuyo but it's just so much easier to tell someone to do something instead of him actually doing it. ]}

[One Fear.]

[The expression that Gintoki has, in fact, been intimate with someone he's good friends with, and it didn't go well-- that they haven't spoken since, it... Really takes the wind out of Tanjiro's figurative sails. Almost immediately, he gives a short response, only to take a while to add to it.]

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked.

[And then the typing bar comes up and scrolls ellipses for a long time, stops, comes back, and goes away about three times while he types, stops, starts again, and really thinks over how he wants to respond.]

I'm really sorry you haven't spoken to your friend.
But I really appreciate you telling me that, it gives me a better perspective on how to react to my own situation.
I really hope you're able to work things out, and if there's anything I can do to help you please tell me.
Losing a friend is terrible.
I can't imagine losing someone over something like the effects of the moon here.

oi oiii let's back up for a moment

just because we haven't spoken doesn't mean we're not friends anymore
our souls are a lot more stronger than that
it's just something we have to work through

i'm sure you and your friend also have a close bond
you're worried about losing a friend over something? if you lose them, they weren't worth your time anyway

she's not like that
she would never abandon me no matter what
and i feel the same about her

if you feel like your friend wouldn't leave you no matter what, you don't have to be afraid
there are just better and more cautionary ways to go about all of this

don't let the moon get you over you head, kid
but don't give up pursuing something you want

[Gintoki pulled out all the shounen protagonist speeches, there, wow.]

[And... Tanjiro doesn't quite know what to do with it, really. Inosuke did have that fiercely loyal thing going for him, but this is a whole separate issue that neither of them have any kind of experience with. Their souls... were definitely stronger than some moon garbage. Weren't they?]

This whole thing is honestly so confusing.
I really appreciate your time, either way, um.
What do I owe you for the advice?

_{[ Oh, right. This is kind of like an odd job, isn't it? He had mentioned a payment. ]}

you owe me your success with all of this
that's it

_{[ He never had the joy of being a teenager in love or a teenager confused about love and attraction. Instead, he was a soldier or training to be one and that's where all of his focus was: avenging the people that took his sensei from him; that forced him to put his mentor's blood on his own blade.

It would be nice to see Tanjiro's youthful happiness instead of seeing him stressed like this. ]}

Edited 2020-05-23 02:22 (UTC)

[Honestly, if he weren't in Lunatia Tanjiro wouldn't even be thinking about any of this. It took him almost six months to actually admit to himself that he was thinking about this. ...but Ginotki is bestworst dad, so he'll have to make sure he at least tries.]

That can't be paying your bills very well, Gintoki-san.

no
but having rent free and ****ing for money is working out in my favor

don't mention it

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